longing
-
Fucking Molly
She feels like magic—warm, euphoric, impossible to resist—but never stays long enough to save you. What she gives in pleasure, she takes back in emptiness, leaving you aching for a touch you know will ruin you. Continue reading
-
Hedonistic Prince: A Poetic Reflection on Desire and Unspoken Longing
The thought of him tightens breath and muscle alike—desire humming just beneath the surface. Held, restrained, exquisitely unresolved. What was felt most deeply is often what is never said. Continue reading
-
Anatole IV: Speak of the Devil and He Doth Appear
He disappears just long enough to make desire ache, then returns to pull me back into his orbit. Knowing better doesn’t quiet the wanting—it sharpens it. And sometimes, the most dangerous part isn’t the devil himself, but how willingly you step back into the dance. Continue reading
-
When You Know Better, But Want It So Bad
Have you ever wanted something so deeply it burned beneath your skin? This piece explores the electric tension between desire and discipline — the ache of wanting what you know you shouldn’t. A visceral meditation on temptation, self-restraint, and the sweet torment of waiting for what isn’t yours. Continue reading
-
Savor
She is tasted, not taken—sweetness edged with bite, depth earned through restraint. What was meant to be savored lingers most in its absence, a reminder that desire rushed becomes loss felt keenly afterward. Continue reading
-
Why We Want What We Can’t Have: A Love Letter to the Impossible
We always want what we can’t have—maybe because it challenges us, validates us, or mirrors something we’ve been missing all our lives. This is the story of the one man I was told I couldn’t be with, and how his presence unraveled layers of healing, longing, and self-discovery I didn’t know I was brave enough… Continue reading