desire
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Sound the Hounds: The Lead Bitch is Back
One innocuous post, and sound the hounds. Heartbroken, emotionally anesthetized, and suddenly surrounded by attention, I find myself observing the peculiar rituals of sex, affection, and modern dating from a distance. Perhaps heartbreak has a scent. Perhaps the lead bitch simply needed reminding of her place in the pack. Continue reading
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The Man on My Mind
Some souls collide but were never meant to stay. The Man on My Mind is a story of literature, boxing, grief, desire, and the painful truth that you cannot force your heart to choose someone. Continue reading
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Past the Point of No Return
Somewhere between fantasy and reality, passion and safety, something shifted. I went to New Jersey wondering what I felt for Big Spender and returned irrevocably changed. Perhaps The Phantom of the Opera had been playing in my head for a reason. Without realizing it, I had crossed a threshold—and suddenly, there were no backward glances. Continue reading
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I Want to Burn
What changes a weekend can make. Somewhere between desire and something deeper, I find myself standing on the precipice of falling in love—drawn toward the flame, fully aware of the danger, and wanting to burn anyway. Continue reading
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Dr. 50 Shades – The Gentleman with a Glint of Daring – Or Danger – in His Eyes
He was charm wrapped in control—sweet enough to disarm, dangerous enough to thrill. Between bourbon, banter, and a glimpse of dominance, I realized some men don’t just test your limits—they make you curious where they are. Continue reading
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Fucking Molly
She feels like magic—warm, euphoric, impossible to resist—but never stays long enough to save you. What she gives in pleasure, she takes back in emptiness, leaving you aching for a touch you know will ruin you. Continue reading
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Hedonistic Prince: A Poetic Reflection on Desire and Unspoken Longing
The thought of him tightens breath and muscle alike—desire humming just beneath the surface. Held, restrained, exquisitely unresolved. What was felt most deeply is often what is never said. Continue reading
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Anatole IV: Speak of the Devil and He Doth Appear
He disappears just long enough to make desire ache, then returns to pull me back into his orbit. Knowing better doesn’t quiet the wanting—it sharpens it. And sometimes, the most dangerous part isn’t the devil himself, but how willingly you step back into the dance. Continue reading
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When You Know Better, But Want It So Bad
Have you ever wanted something so deeply it burned beneath your skin? This piece explores the electric tension between desire and discipline — the ache of wanting what you know you shouldn’t. A visceral meditation on temptation, self-restraint, and the sweet torment of waiting for what isn’t yours. Continue reading
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Anatole III: It Feels Like Heaven to Flirt With Hell
What began as seduction deepened into something more dangerous—desire tangled with secrecy, power, and moral compromise. It felt intoxicating to flirt with hell, even as clarity crept in, whispering that pleasure and consequence are rarely as separate as we pretend. Continue reading
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Anatole I: First Encounter with the Handsome, Silver-Tongued Devil
He arrived like a spark on a detonation cord—fast, confident, impossible to ignore. Fifteen minutes was all he offered, yet he left me charged with questions about charm, control, and the dangerous allure of a man who never asks, only decides. Continue reading
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You Seduced Me
A haunting reflection on the slow, deliberate art of emotional seduction — where words, compassion, and presence become tools of manipulation. You Seduced Me captures the moment clarity pierces desire, when illusion collapses and truth stands bare: that not all seduction is passion — sometimes, it’s performance. Continue reading
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Savor
She is tasted, not taken—sweetness edged with bite, depth earned through restraint. What was meant to be savored lingers most in its absence, a reminder that desire rushed becomes loss felt keenly afterward. Continue reading